hey there!

im listening to goa-psy trance on the internet radio.i love it .yesterday they did an inspector gadget remix and i'll tell ya, it was the shit,man.
...i dont have any idea what i'm gonna write about today...
mmmmm,invader zim.the cooliest alien show in the land.i wonder what id look like as an irkin?? Jhonen Vasquez is a genius, i tell you.Doesnt Gir look sho pretty,lol?i could never pull off blue eyeshadow(not that i want to,mind you.)So i found an old camera in my closet...i'm gonna go buy some black and white film(maybe i'll just get regular...i dunno) and start taking pictures.just as a little hobby.i wont develop them myself, but i'll take the pictures.yea, that would be cool, i think.

little story i jotted down...

"Hello?" It's his mother, wondering where he is. I watch him and admire his unique features:
his brown hair, which is red at the roots,the arch of his brows,the curves of his eyes,the uniformity of his lashes.His eyes and nose are the most striking features, though.The rims of his irises are moss green,the irises are the colour of honeydew and a burst of hazel circles his pupils.I have immediate family with eyes very much like his, but that doesn't make them any less extraordinary to me.My gaze switches back and forth from his eyes to his lips as he continues his conversation on the phone.His voice is distant as i watch his mouth form the words.I switch back to his eyes- his most attractive facial feature.He catches me staring, and i shyly avert my gaze.I can see him smile through my perifrial vision.
I know i'm pretty, but i can't help but envy him-ivory skin,honeydew eyes, and his thick red-brown hair mezmerize me.sometimes, i cant help but feel envious.My eyes have always been brown, like a mahogany brown.in fact, i am many variations of brown- brown skin,eyes, and dark brown hair-most of which i get from my father.my mother has a lovely olive complexion, chocolate hair and eyes that change different colours of brown-occasionally with hues of violet.Although i favor my mother quite a bit, i still can't help but think her far more breathtaking than i.is it because i find fairer skin tones attractive?possibly.probably.definitely.as i watch him, i cant help but think...if we were to reproduce, would my children get those features?would they have his eyes? his grade of hair?his (very Jewish) nose? (i LOVE his nose.) his...complexion?then i wonder...whats wrong with my skin tone?why do i think this way?whats so wrong with my eyes?...if i was plain,would he be here with me??? before i can really figure out why i find my own features so uninteresting and undesireable, i hear his voice and snap back to reality.
"what where you thinking about?"
"not much, really..." a lie, but a forgivable one.
He takes my hand and laces his fingers into mine "well, we should head to my moms' car now..."
"okay"
"...Loryn?"
"yes?"
"i love you."
"i love you too, Danny boy"

Dude, me and my man where talking last nite...

we talked about a grip of shit-including human nature (in reference to monogamy- sound familiar,Drache?)
i'm thinking about starting my own online art gallery, like junko mizuno,fafi,and young wang (go ahead, laugh at his name.)i've already come up with some ideas, a trademark ensemble (a dress and some galoshes- i love galoshes.don't own any, though,) and a few trippy chimeras.this is not one of them,i only WISH i could create something that grotesque and bizarre.
anyway, we started talking about sense and sensibility (which he has never seen) and we were talking about colonel brandons' character.Colonel Brandon really loved Mary Anne (who was a flaming ass.) at one point, i mentioned the most moving scene in my opinion - when he carries Mary Anne 5.5 miles in the rain so she wont get sick (which she did-stupid ass.)that's love.the my boyfriend told me he loves me and how much he loves me.(perhaps threatened by colonel brandon?)
and i replied accordingly.He's just the apple of my eye, dammit.

It turns out that I scry better with metals...

so,i'm looking into purchasing a copper-plated one.after i master metal pendulum scrying, i will promote myself to crystal.i made a metal pendulum out of black string (pendulum making prerequisite- you must use metal or black string) and some metal adornments from an old necklace.i got a grip of very important answers for stuff:

1)i'm sexy.
2)men think i'm sexy.
3)i will have five children- all boys.
4)they will all be green-eyed (like my boyfriend.)
5)apparently,im going to marry my current boyfriend.
6)my chakras are over 7.
7)i will have large...assets post pregnancy (Pamela style,except real.)
8)i will be 5 foot 5 (thank God.)
9)my best friend and her boyfriend will stay together for quite some time,but they will not get married (sorry,miha- u and ur man werent meant 2 b...)
10)after my mother gets remarried, she will have 4 more children.two sets of twins.
Those are the answers that i can recall, there was more i asked, but i cant remember (or just dont wanna tell...)So I'll update you on any new happenings with the scrying!

I have recently learned how to scry with amethyst.

and it has been quite useful.you channel your chakra from your body (head to arm, arm to hand, hand to finger, finger to pendulum) and you ask yes or no questions.if the pendulum sways left and right, then that means no.if it sways forward and backward, its yes and if it moves in a circular motion, then the answer is maybe or i dont know.you can also check chakras with it(it moves in a circular motion for that.)i just used a peice of amethyst and string, but i would like to buy a 'real' one.i have actually put like, 5 pendulums on my wish list.(my wishlist is now viewable- i never realized i wanted so much stuff until it was listed out for me!)so yea...i would also like to thank everyone who sent me messages- it feels good to know that someone is actually reading what i post :D

yo.oh,man..mew and lugia......these two i want sho bad..(YES, I AM STILL A POKEMON FREAK.....IS THAT A CARDINAL SIN???!) so anyway, the only ways i can get these two is via download @ live events (never gonna happen.) or.....the action replay.guess which one i'm looking into? thats right, i want these two pokemon so bad i am ready to resort to cheating.
mostly cos im not one of those 'gotta catch em all' ppl, cos i dont like em all.with the exception of like, 25 pokemon..the rest suck ass.i can make some of them good through breeding, but most of em still suck major monkey ass.
on a more festive note...my birthday is on the 7th.i asked my dad fo an electric guitar.i can teach myself how to play it.i want an mp3 player still, but the guitar is just more importante to me.yeah...im gonna be 16.i dont want a stupid two bit sweet 16 though. just soome borders and target gift cards so i have an excuse to be out of the house and buy some stuff while i'm at it...nothing special...

I'm supposed to be doing an ASSignment in life skills...

but I'm not.cause it's boring and confusing.if it takes more than 10 or 30 minutes to do, i dont do it at all.
band camp started yesterday.my feet took a beating from marching.today we're playing music.( thats right, america- im gonna be a band geek.)anyway, hopefully my bag of cheez-its will hold out until...5:30 this evening.I hope they do, cos im hungry again and ive had breakfast and a bag of cheez-its earlier
My friend eddie says hello!!!!!he's the nicest incarnation of the devil(MISNOMER) that i know, lol.
urrrrrrrg, i still have 20 minutes until this class ends, i think i'm gonna explode.....

i want this mp3 player soo bad....it's small and very salacious.
SABOCHAN!! she was created be tokidoki, a line of fashoin-y stuff i have recently discovered.i am a fan of almost anything Japanese (or influenced by Japanese culture i.e. anime)
anyway, i have been having a jolly damn good time. i have two weeks left of summerschool, then two weeks to sleep and eat, then school again.i hope to get many many giftcards for my birthday. i wont spend them all at once- i will save many of them until the "winter" season (california has no real winter, its just called that...) i love winter and the clothes that are sold during winter. dark colours, long coats , sweaters......i hope to find some knit boots similar to the ones Rikku (final fantasy X2) wears. i think they are quite suave.of course they will be in different colours.my favourite colours are green (hence my boyfriends eyes,) purple (colour of royalty,) and black... cos black is teh coolest of colours.yeah.