eh...gwurr...

i wish summer school would start.my phone has been off, so me and my boyfriend have not spoken for a while.in fact,i have not spoken to anyone i know in person except my mom and brother.i've been busy getting on their nerves and singing songs in a chipmunk voice.im a junior now.im getting grown fast.it's kinda wierd, you know?some of my favourite ppl graduated last week, and i probably wont see them anymore.it makes me kinda.....sad (for lack of a cooler sounding word)it just makes me wish i could ...hell, i dont know....something.i like my friends,so the thought of not seeing them,or even going to teh same school as them scares and depresses me.i dont know...i guess i kinda have a fear of being alone in the world.the idea of having no one disturbs me.it does.im wierd like that.it feels like im reaching out for them as they fade away.kinda like this pic of lain.yea.thats how i feel.its also why i try very hard not to get attatched to ppl....'cos i dont want to feel bad when we have to go our seperate ways.im tired of having to "let go",so i dont really "grab on" to begin with...does that make me jaded?yea....that was a stupid question- i am jaded.

i'm baaack..... >;-)

This has been the lamest break in the history of...history.ive been playing leaf green and gs2 on and off...now im lookin up a unltd rare candy cheat (or trying to...)'cos working hard to train ALL my pkmn to lvl 100 is for teh birds.i only catch pokemon i want and will eventually use, so they all have to be awesome.i wont except anything less.....well, if i got the pokerus that would be kewl too.i lika the pokerus.it makes your pkmn freakishly strong.nothin like a lvl 30 clefairy with 300hp and 212atk ,that just pisses ppl off,lol.which is why i have a clefable and imamake it lvl 100- cos that would piss my boyfriend off SO MUCH lol.im such a damn jerk sometimes XDXDXD

well i'm done writing for now so...stay classy,planet earth!

almost an hour later.......

I CAN'T FIND IT!!!!HOW CAN I MAKE UBER-POKEMON IF I CANT FIND A QUICK AND EASY WAY TO GET THE DAMNED VIRUS!!!!!!KYAAAAA!!SOMEBODY,PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!

Last Day of School......Dang.

yo......just got back from school...it was a minimum day,nobody was really there,but i kicked it with my boyfriend all day,so that was cool.our one month is tomorrow,but since we don't really see each other on the weekends,we "celebrated" today.yeah,it's mad cheezy...but he's the only boyfriend i've ever had that remembered,and he's sho damn cute...so i was all for it.he bought me Haagen Daz vanilla swiss almond ice cream :P totemo oishii !!*gera gera*
Gyuuuuu...I'm not gonna see him for 2 weeks...i'ma play video games until i explode though XD. Golden Sun II !!!!
Well, i'ma go...cos nobody is reading this......

I need to make some friends...

MMM-MMM,BITCH!!!!!

I gotta convince some of my real life buddies to get one of these so that i have someone to talk to, instead of writing to no one..........'cos its gettin kinda lonely.i guess it just takes some time for ppl to find your link or something...maybe somebody did find my page and deciced i was too boring to talk to.that could be what happened......i think ima go to quizilla and tell ppl about this place....i know ppl there...