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CST week

2007-05-18T08:48:00.000-07:00

Figurine By takashi Murakami

So, this has been my week:

Monday- ap music theory test.all went well (i think)

Tuesday-English. a breeze and a half.

Wednesday- math.didnt have to take it.walked to the beach.say scary pigeons and penis statues.went back to school sore and tired as hell.guy i liked asked my out.yay.

Thursday-history.easy.hung out with some buddies afterschool.petted hamsters (pet stores STINK)

Friday- science.didnt have to take it.wandered school for 20 minutes then got caught.was escorted to to my testing class.bored out of my mind.i have a festival today (concert band,)so i'll be out of the house until 9 or 10 tonight.i would much rather be home on the internet than out...i've been waking up at like,5 in the morning so i could get to school early.plus,as i mentioned before,i walked 2 miles back and forth to the beach wednesday.i'm beat.shit,i have a toothache.

men's pocky and wasabi peas are really good.just not together.Gid, i still have 58 minutes in here...anyway,takashi murakamis work is awesome.have any of you seen his anime figurines!! (hehe...theyre a hentai lovers dream come true) actually, somebodys bumpersticker said i heart hentai.i cheered in agreement.

hentai is good,the real stuff is just sick.

TEEN ANGST

2007-04-26T12:31:00.000-07:00

SWEET CHRISTMAS MY LIFE SUCKS RIGHT NOW!!!I CANT WAIT TO GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE! HIGH SCHOOL SUX ASS SOCIALIZING SUCKS ASS BOYS SUCK ASS AND LEARNING A BUNCH OF SHIT WE WONT REMEMBER IN 10 YEARS IS FUCKING STUPID!!!IT SUCKS AND I JUST WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE READING AND PLAYING MMORPGS!!!!GOD IM TIRED OF THIS PERPETUAL MONOPOLY CALLED LIFE IN THIS PURGATORY POPULARLY REFERRED TO AS CALIFORNIA!!!

HAPPY EASTER, FOLKS!!

2007-04-08T12:35:00.001-07:00

HEYA!! so whats shakin' my friends? im ok, just dreading having to go back to school- i feel like peter from office space...thats not okay...
i like almonds.and walnuts.and pecans and cashews and macadamias and brazil nuts.soo delish they are.i put almonds and walnuts in my cereal this mornin'...it was like a sweet vanilla oatmeal-clustered orgy in my mouth....haaaaahhhh...then i had an apple and an orange....the breakfast of kings.i also looked up some stuff on one of my favourite sites, crystalinks.com. a wonderful place it is..im thinking about giving automatic writing a try, see if it works for me (hope that i dont end up conversing with some vengeful ferret spirit or something like a demon carrot...#_#...)
i'm tired.i wanna take a nap.i cant though.we're (being my mommy,my brother and i)
have to go someplace for easter.i dont think i have anything else to type, actually,so ima just post this now...

its been too long, too long!!

2007-03-29T13:00:00.000-07:00

oh man its good to be back.
some current events:
1.me and my bf broke up a while ago.long story
2.i have a yahoo,although i never use it
3.ANIMAL CROSSING WILD WORLD FOR THE DS IS THE SHIIT,SON!!!
4.i've decided its time to get off my ass and start exercising.i made this decision saturday.
5.i want to be 5'10"
6.i (finally) finished love hina the manga!!shoo good- motoko and su rock.
7.tomatoes.
8.NEVER prank call.especially 911. (another long story)
9.i've also discovered that if i were a man, i'd be a total pervert and i would get my ass kicked 24/7 (long story)
10.shojo beat is a good japanese pop culture information source.not a good manga source, though.
11.music theory is a PAIN IN THE NNNNNUUUUUTTTTTSSSSS!!!!!
12.if i were made out of candy, i would be so delicious....

my triumphant return

2007-02-02T12:29:00.000-08:00

got 5 minutes of class left.....so how is everyone?i'm ok...mom is cooking again(yumyumyum!!!)

anyway...how are you aall? oh how ive missed you...

random thought...i kinda wish i was born earlier.i dont relate to most ppl my age.i relate bettr to those in their twenties...odd,huh?

relaxed my hair...its so strait and nice.no more braids...thank God.gotta cut this short...t2ul!

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2007-01-01T00:53:00.000-08:00

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HELLO FRIENDS!!

2006-11-07T17:17:00.000-08:00

Excuse me for being gone oh so long! I have been busy failing two classes and sleeping.
I say hello to all (as not to exclude anyone ^_^)
so...new news....ehhhhhh......none.ok, thats a lie.i want to take up making stencils,am now obsessed with chansey (idk how either,) and want to start collecting and painting anime figures...but that last one is way too expensive...some of those kits are 70 bucks!!and thas WITHOUT shipping and handling!
Look!its so round and pink!idk...lately...ive kinda liked pink things...i feel like such a girl.

2006-10-25T18:09:00.000-07:00

Hey yall! i'm back!

@syandiedtoday:i hope you write yer book.i'd totally buy it.school comps do suck.i need to get me own...someday...

@vengelyne: your chinese name is way cute :D and yea, school is bad for me >;-)

@Alex: i love anime schoolgirls too...(j/k XDXDXD)

@Dreame: there was a good reason...cos i forgot to tell him to meet up with me that morning!

@lastlifeinmyuniverse: shoot them.

anyway...i need to get a computer and a copy of WOW...so i can spend countless hours of my life leveling up.And because i want to meet the legendary LEEROY JENKINS! thats right.I need to make friends with this maniac.

These School computers suck ass....

2006-10-18T09:10:00.000-07:00

So my only choice is to post, hope ppl remember me and post comments, and i'll try to comment back......on my own site.anonymously.the computers wont send the messages through...

recent news:

1. thinking about writing my book (what book? you'll find out when i write it >;-)

2.Been reading azumanga daioh! (hilarious! funny as manga and anime)

3.learning how to be baton drum major...cos thats what i wanna be next year (hear it looks good on college transcripts)

4. Playing a never-ending game of "i told you so" with my boyfriend (cos he's headheaded and doesn't learn until he gets smacked up a little)

5.gonna try to get a job during christmas break

6.found an mp3 player.returned it to the girl who lost it.she hugged me and said she loved me.i'm such a ladies man (j/k)

7.ANGRY COS ITS PSAT DAY AND DANNY WAS SUPPOSED TO COME SO WE COULD HANG OUT FOR 3 HOURS AND I DONT KNOW WHERE HE IS!!

words cannot describe the rage that i'm feeling right now...he's probably at home sleeping...

so, how are you guys?

YOU GUYS I'M SO SORRY I;'M JUST SUPERSTITIOUS!!

2006-09-27T20:36:00.000-07:00

how to make a girl fall for you......1. Hugs from behind.2. Grab her hand when y'all walk next to each other.3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.4. Cuddle with her.5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING.6. Write little notes.7. Compliment her honestly.8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.9. Be super sweet you her.10. Pick her over your friends...no matter what. Even if your friends call you pussy whipped.11. Comfort her when she cries.12. Love her with all your heart.13. Pick her up and flirt with her. (She'll scream and say 'Put me down!' but really she loves it.)14.Be a gentleman (hold the door for her, pick up the tab...don't be the guy who treats his girl like shit cuz he thinks he's too gnarly...grow some balls, you asshole!)15. Don't be a player...It's gay...and i wouldn't and don't do it and girls don't like it...Girls-Repost this if you think it's sweet.Guys-Repost it if you would do any of it....by opening this chainmail, you have been given bad luck for 2 months, but if you repost this bulletin, (like me) the bad luck will turn into good luck. Title it 14 ways to win a girl's heart.

my man got a blog

2006-09-25T18:12:00.000-07:00

so i linked him. yeppity yep, now we can learn absolutely nothing in computer literacy class.some chollos came to the back row (WITH US...) and al they do is talk and eat cheetos.dont get me wrong, i have no problem with chollos....i just dont want to be bothered right now (with them, specifically.) the smell of chips ahoy and mexican soda lingers...pervades...God, how do you only eat 3 chips and your fingers have powder all over them??!
Anyway, ima go see how you all are doin, so ill catch ya l8r!
*ciao, bella!*

yo. i'm at adult school...

2006-09-18T20:55:00.000-07:00

...with me boifurendo (romaji.) he says "herro" * gera gera*
anyway, its good to be back for a while. were in a computer class, so guess what i can do twice a week? POST!!! thats right, im back!! :D:D:D

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!

2006-09-07T08:06:00.000-07:00

i am 16 now( my music teacher says my life is halfway over now...) so today i'ma hanging out with my dad cos i never see him.
boyfriend news:
1)mom approves all teh way.
2)he wants me to tell my dad about him.
i dont know how dad will take it, since my father likes to think that im some innocent doll who never interacts with the opposite sex.
well,thats all for today, folks!ttfn!!
oh, and by the way...i havent been able to leave comments on a few ppls blogs (something about beta and non beta users...) so sorry about that.

Uhm...

2006-09-01T13:05:00.000-07:00

now that school will be starting and all, i dunno hoe often i will be able to post and talk to you guys.i'm sorry.ill try to update as often as i can so plz dont forsake me!!!
p.s.-does anyone remember space ghost coast to coast?that show was the shit!! it was all about brak, people!!

hey there!

2006-08-31T07:55:00.000-07:00

im listening to goa-psy trance on the internet radio.i love it .yesterday they did an inspector gadget remix and i'll tell ya, it was the shit,man.
...i dont have any idea what i'm gonna write about today...
mmmmm,invader zim.the cooliest alien show in the land.i wonder what id look like as an irkin?? Jhonen Vasquez is a genius, i tell you.Doesnt Gir look sho pretty,lol?i could never pull off blue eyeshadow(not that i want to,mind you.)So i found an old camera in my closet...i'm gonna go buy some black and white film(maybe i'll just get regular...i dunno) and start taking pictures.just as a little hobby.i wont develop them myself, but i'll take the pictures.yea, that would be cool, i think.

little story i jotted down...

2006-08-29T10:43:00.000-07:00

"Hello?" It's his mother, wondering where he is. I watch him and admire his unique features:
his brown hair, which is red at the roots,the arch of his brows,the curves of his eyes,the uniformity of his lashes.His eyes and nose are the most striking features, though.The rims of his irises are moss green,the irises are the colour of honeydew and a burst of hazel circles his pupils.I have immediate family with eyes very much like his, but that doesn't make them any less extraordinary to me.My gaze switches back and forth from his eyes to his lips as he continues his conversation on the phone.His voice is distant as i watch his mouth form the words.I switch back to his eyes- his most attractive facial feature.He catches me staring, and i shyly avert my gaze.I can see him smile through my perifrial vision.
I know i'm pretty, but i can't help but envy him-ivory skin,honeydew eyes, and his thick red-brown hair mezmerize me.sometimes, i cant help but feel envious.My eyes have always been brown, like a mahogany brown.in fact, i am many variations of brown- brown skin,eyes, and dark brown hair-most of which i get from my father.my mother has a lovely olive complexion, chocolate hair and eyes that change different colours of brown-occasionally with hues of violet.Although i favor my mother quite a bit, i still can't help but think her far more breathtaking than i.is it because i find fairer skin tones attractive?possibly.probably.definitely.as i watch him, i cant help but think...if we were to reproduce, would my children get those features?would they have his eyes? his grade of hair?his (very Jewish) nose? (i LOVE his nose.) his...complexion?then i wonder...whats wrong with my skin tone?why do i think this way?whats so wrong with my eyes?...if i was plain,would he be here with me??? before i can really figure out why i find my own features so uninteresting and undesireable, i hear his voice and snap back to reality.
"what where you thinking about?"
"not much, really..." a lie, but a forgivable one.
He takes my hand and laces his fingers into mine "well, we should head to my moms' car now..."
"okay"
"...Loryn?"
"yes?"
"i love you."
"i love you too, Danny boy"

Dude, me and my man where talking last nite...

2006-08-25T10:34:00.000-07:00

we talked about a grip of shit-including human nature (in reference to monogamy- sound familiar,Drache?)
i'm thinking about starting my own online art gallery, like junko mizuno,fafi,and young wang (go ahead, laugh at his name.)i've already come up with some ideas, a trademark ensemble (a dress and some galoshes- i love galoshes.don't own any, though,) and a few trippy chimeras.this is not one of them,i only WISH i could create something that grotesque and bizarre.
anyway, we started talking about sense and sensibility (which he has never seen) and we were talking about colonel brandons' character.Colonel Brandon really loved Mary Anne (who was a flaming ass.) at one point, i mentioned the most moving scene in my opinion - when he carries Mary Anne 5.5 miles in the rain so she wont get sick (which she did-stupid ass.)that's love.the my boyfriend told me he loves me and how much he loves me.(perhaps threatened by colonel brandon?)
and i replied accordingly.He's just the apple of my eye, dammit.

It turns out that I scry better with metals...

2006-08-24T08:17:00.000-07:00

so,i'm looking into purchasing a copper-plated one.after i master metal pendulum scrying, i will promote myself to crystal.i made a metal pendulum out of black string (pendulum making prerequisite- you must use metal or black string) and some metal adornments from an old necklace.i got a grip of very important answers for stuff:

1)i'm sexy.
2)men think i'm sexy.
3)i will have five children- all boys.
4)they will all be green-eyed (like my boyfriend.)
5)apparently,im going to marry my current boyfriend.
6)my chakras are over 7.
7)i will have large...assets post pregnancy (Pamela style,except real.)
8)i will be 5 foot 5 (thank God.)
9)my best friend and her boyfriend will stay together for quite some time,but they will not get married (sorry,miha- u and ur man werent meant 2 b...)
10)after my mother gets remarried, she will have 4 more children.two sets of twins.
Those are the answers that i can recall, there was more i asked, but i cant remember (or just dont wanna tell...)So I'll update you on any new happenings with the scrying!

I have recently learned how to scry with amethyst.

2006-08-23T08:45:00.000-07:00

and it has been quite useful.you channel your chakra from your body (head to arm, arm to hand, hand to finger, finger to pendulum) and you ask yes or no questions.if the pendulum sways left and right, then that means no.if it sways forward and backward, its yes and if it moves in a circular motion, then the answer is maybe or i dont know.you can also check chakras with it(it moves in a circular motion for that.)i just used a peice of amethyst and string, but i would like to buy a 'real' one.i have actually put like, 5 pendulums on my wish list.(my wishlist is now viewable- i never realized i wanted so much stuff until it was listed out for me!)so yea...i would also like to thank everyone who sent me messages- it feels good to know that someone is actually reading what i post :D

2006-08-22T09:30:00.000-07:00

yo.oh,man..mew and lugia......these two i want sho bad..(YES, I AM STILL A POKEMON FREAK.....IS THAT A CARDINAL SIN???!) so anyway, the only ways i can get these two is via download @ live events (never gonna happen.) or.....the action replay.guess which one i'm looking into? thats right, i want these two pokemon so bad i am ready to resort to cheating.
mostly cos im not one of those 'gotta catch em all' ppl, cos i dont like em all.with the exception of like, 25 pokemon..the rest suck ass.i can make some of them good through breeding, but most of em still suck major monkey ass.
on a more festive note...my birthday is on the 7th.i asked my dad fo an electric guitar.i can teach myself how to play it.i want an mp3 player still, but the guitar is just more importante to me.yeah...im gonna be 16.i dont want a stupid two bit sweet 16 though. just soome borders and target gift cards so i have an excuse to be out of the house and buy some stuff while i'm at it...nothing special...

I'm supposed to be doing an ASSignment in life skills...

2006-08-08T11:57:00.000-07:00

but I'm not.cause it's boring and confusing.if it takes more than 10 or 30 minutes to do, i dont do it at all.
band camp started yesterday.my feet took a beating from marching.today we're playing music.( thats right, america- im gonna be a band geek.)anyway, hopefully my bag of cheez-its will hold out until...5:30 this evening.I hope they do, cos im hungry again and ive had breakfast and a bag of cheez-its earlier
My friend eddie says hello!!!!!he's the nicest incarnation of the devil(MISNOMER) that i know, lol.
urrrrrrrg, i still have 20 minutes until this class ends, i think i'm gonna explode.....

2006-08-03T14:25:00.000-07:00

i want this mp3 player soo bad....it's small and very salacious.
SABOCHAN!! she was created be tokidoki, a line of fashoin-y stuff i have recently discovered.i am a fan of almost anything Japanese (or influenced by Japanese culture i.e. anime)
anyway, i have been having a jolly damn good time. i have two weeks left of summerschool, then two weeks to sleep and eat, then school again.i hope to get many many giftcards for my birthday. i wont spend them all at once- i will save many of them until the "winter" season (california has no real winter, its just called that...) i love winter and the clothes that are sold during winter. dark colours, long coats , sweaters......i hope to find some knit boots similar to the ones Rikku (final fantasy X2) wears. i think they are quite suave.of course they will be in different colours.my favourite colours are green (hence my boyfriends eyes,) purple (colour of royalty,) and black... cos black is teh coolest of colours.yeah.

Okay, i feel better today...

2006-07-28T14:00:00.000-07:00

yozies!okay so im feeling a bit better about ...stuff.anyway, i love batz maru (always have) hes an aries. thats (1) my boyfriends sun sign and (2) my moon sign , plus batz maru is gangsta. okay, i sont have much to write about, just came back.i think i'll surf other peoples' blogs for a while.see if i can make a friend or two

2006-07-27T15:09:00.000-07:00

i came back because i desperately need to vent.
for a while, my mom has been talking about moving out of california.for the first few years that she told os that, i was cool with it cos (1) i had little to no friends and hated everybody in the state, and (2) i hated california.
i was cool with it because...i had no emotional attatchments to anybody.no real deep ones, anyway.
now i have more friends and someone (outside of family) who i deeply care about.i know it sounds superflous for me to want to stay in a state for a boyfriend (of two months and three days,) but right now....is not the best time for moving.sure, we could do long-distance, but ppl in long distance relationships dont get to do the stuff they would if they where in the same place.I REALLY just wish that everything would work out so we could stay here (i know im being so selfish by saying that, but it's how i feel.)But if we had to move.....i would kinda like if he would be allowed to come with us.stupid, right? i know it is, but its the only way i could think of staying with me mom and bro, and still being able to see my boi everyday.i told him last night,and......well, his heart stopped (a hyperbole- not really) we ended....i ended up telling him stuff i was afraid to profess before last night- i.e. how much i really care about him.we came to the mutual agrement that we would like to be together for quite some time.honestly, i would like that a lot.and even though some might veiw my feelings as childish,as nothing but a teen infatuation,i dont feel that it is.what im feeling......isnt just physical.he's not just a boyfriend.i consider him a good friend as well.we spend a good portion of our time together talking.so, yea...its not lust.not infatuation.not a crush.and he has proven more than once that he requitea those feelings.he tells me everyday.he didnt know how much i .....dare i say the word(???) loved him until i finally just said it last night.i didnt say it before because i was afraid to.now im not.the last time i was afraid, my fears came to pass.im not afraid.im just going to have to beleive things will work out for me.

eh...gwurr...

2006-06-30T16:15:00.000-07:00

i wish summer school would start.my phone has been off, so me and my boyfriend have not spoken for a while.in fact,i have not spoken to anyone i know in person except my mom and brother.i've been busy getting on their nerves and singing songs in a chipmunk voice.im a junior now.im getting grown fast.it's kinda wierd, you know?some of my favourite ppl graduated last week, and i probably wont see them anymore.it makes me kinda.....sad (for lack of a cooler sounding word)it just makes me wish i could ...hell, i dont know....something.i like my friends,so the thought of not seeing them,or even going to teh same school as them scares and depresses me.i dont know...i guess i kinda have a fear of being alone in the world.the idea of having no one disturbs me.it does.im wierd like that.it feels like im reaching out for them as they fade away.kinda like this pic of lain.yea.thats how i feel.its also why i try very hard not to get attatched to ppl....'cos i dont want to feel bad when we have to go our seperate ways.im tired of having to "let go",so i dont really "grab on" to begin with...does that make me jaded?yea....that was a stupid question- i am jaded.

i'm baaack..... >;-)

2006-06-28T10:26:00.000-07:00

This has been the lamest break in the history of...history.ive been playing leaf green and gs2 on and off...now im lookin up a unltd rare candy cheat (or trying to...)'cos working hard to train ALL my pkmn to lvl 100 is for teh birds.i only catch pokemon i want and will eventually use, so they all have to be awesome.i wont except anything less.....well, if i got the pokerus that would be kewl too.i lika the pokerus.it makes your pkmn freakishly strong.nothin like a lvl 30 clefairy with 300hp and 212atk ,that just pisses ppl off,lol.which is why i have a clefable and imamake it lvl 100- cos that would piss my boyfriend off SO MUCH lol.im such a damn jerk sometimes XDXDXD

well i'm done writing for now so...stay classy,planet earth!

almost an hour later.......

I CAN'T FIND IT!!!!HOW CAN I MAKE UBER-POKEMON IF I CANT FIND A QUICK AND EASY WAY TO GET THE DAMNED VIRUS!!!!!!KYAAAAA!!SOMEBODY,PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!

Last Day of School......Dang.

2006-06-23T13:59:00.000-07:00

yo......just got back from school...it was a minimum day,nobody was really there,but i kicked it with my boyfriend all day,so that was cool.our one month is tomorrow,but since we don't really see each other on the weekends,we "celebrated" today.yeah,it's mad cheezy...but he's the only boyfriend i've ever had that remembered,and he's sho damn cute...so i was all for it.he bought me Haagen Daz vanilla swiss almond ice cream :P totemo oishii !!*gera gera*
Gyuuuuu...I'm not gonna see him for 2 weeks...i'ma play video games until i explode though XD. Golden Sun II !!!!
Well, i'ma go...cos nobody is reading this......

I need to make some friends...

2006-06-21T16:36:00.000-07:00

MMM-MMM,BITCH!!!!!

I gotta convince some of my real life buddies to get one of these so that i have someone to talk to, instead of writing to no one..........'cos its gettin kinda lonely.i guess it just takes some time for ppl to find your link or something...maybe somebody did find my page and deciced i was too boring to talk to.that could be what happened......i think ima go to quizilla and tell ppl about this place....i know ppl there...